November will be filled with love.
November will be filled with peace.
November will be filled with money.
November will be filled with healing.
November will be filled with progress.
November will be filled with blessings.
November will be filled with happiness.
Sometimes you're angry because you're grieving. Sometimes you're angry because you're hurt. And sometimes you're angry because you're absolutely fucking exhausted from having to deal with the same shit over and over again.
September 20, 1999, Cita entered the chat before we even HAD chats. #CitasWorld was truly its own era on BET. The commentary, the attitude, the LOOKS?! Cita was one of one. AI couldn’t replicate this if it tried. 😂 If you grew up watching Cita, this throwback is for you. 📺🖤 #BET
People like me don't really have people. We're the people that other people have. The ones who listen, stay, reassure, and carry everyone else through their hardest moments. But when we fall apart, we usually do it alone. Because somewhere along the way, we became so used to being needed that nobody noticed we needed people too.
I think one of the craziest things about me is how long I can carry emotional pain without anybody noticing. I will still laugh, Still answer texts. Still call. Still show up. Still make people feel loved. All while quietly falling apart in ways nobody thinks to ask about...