#edtwt intro!
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𐙚 19 / ednos / 174cm ‧₊˚
🐰 she/her ☆
not new to edtwt, looking for more moots!!
i’ve been in on/off recovery for 2 year: but ive gained a LOT of weight and im pretty much at my sw. i’m now trying to start fresh ♡
lowk considering telling my mum about my sh bc she brought up me not eating last week and said im ‘not in trouble’ but she legit shouts and cries whenever i try to say im depressed
Hunger? How could you ever know a feeling like that? You eat to survive, that's all there is to it. Anything beyond that is a waste of time. Does the taste of the food feel better than the overwhelming fullness? You know the answer. Nothing is better than what you truly want.
anyway though i’m going on a date on friday with this suuuuper sweet guy! he’s actually planned the date (he did ask where i wanted to go) and the whole day for us and no other guy i’ve gone out with has done that for me
i’m such a chronic dater don’t judge me ok every person i talk to about this irl definitely thinks im a slut but i’m not i just need one night where i can dress up and be called pretty and have someone try for me 😞