Finally understood that when a person doesn’t want you anymore, they will repeat the same things which you don’t like to hurt you until you leave them.
As my final act of love, i'll leave you alone. No more calls, texts, questions or begging for attention, effort or understanding. You're free from my love now. I'm sorry for loving you so deeply when I was never someone you wanted to choose.
I feel completely lost right now. Life feels heavy, my heart is broken and I honestly don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Everything I cared about seems to be slipping away and the hardest part is having no one to turn to. Just me, trying to hold myself together in silence.