@annethegnome Oooo~, have you ever heard of the World of Darkness? It's an urban fantasy setting including vampires, werewolves, shadowy organizations of power, human hunters, and more! It's been my hyper fixation for the past 9 months thanks to my Vampire the Masquerade campaign. Very scary!
@kael333_ The stomach pain can also be especially bad if you don't have it with any food before hand, an empty stomach can lead to the caffeine being absorbed to quickly by the stomach itself and cause those awful cramps.
@MeltyLoo You can look into taking "a leave of absence" for a year or two, or just a semester even. If you have an academic advisor and you're serious it might be worth talking to them about it. You may feel better after finals keep in mind.