cinna

vent acc || 8teen || lurker || be nice 2 me or not

[cinna @cinnicicle]

oh well

[cinna @cinnicicle]

im tired of thinking. when can i trade this brain in for a new one? I mistreated this one but i promise id be more careful with a clean slate

[cinna @cinnicicle]

i was angry about one little thing and then all of sudden here comes every awful memory that ever happened to me

[cinna @cinnicicle]

i hate it when my brain starts spiraling and i end up in a worse mood from what just a passing thought

[cinna @cinnicicle]

the kind of music im listening to at a low point in my life and wondering why i don't feel any better

[cinna @cinnicicle]

im working on a new site this wednesday so hopefully everything goes well i might just embarrass myself as per usual but 🤷🏽

[cinna @cinnicicle]

hits myself on the head with a hammer many times

[cinna @cinnicicle]

oooohhh i want to die something kill me please please please

[cinna @cinnicicle]

im not depressed enough im just dramatic as FUCKKKK

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Cuts? No silly, thats my cutie mark!

[cinna @cinnicicle]

born to be a wrist slitter forced to be a thigh cutter ✌🏽

[cinna @cinnicicle]

i feel like a very dirty person
every thought, every breath, every step feels like a reason to be ashamed
i wish i could do normal things without being so paranoid

[cinna @cinnicicle]

it probably doesn't help that i don't take care of myself at all

[cinna @cinnicicle]

im chopped but im okay with it i came to terms with it a long time ago

[cinna @cinnicicle]

why does social interaction have to be so exhausting? i was barely out for a few hours today and now i feel like shit...

[cinna @cinnicicle]

I'm tired of being hurt but i also crave it so ill keep everyone away just to be safe

[cinna @cinnicicle]

lately ive been thinking i wish i had a partner to encourage my cutting habits but
if the person close to me wanted to hurt me i probably wouldn't take it well so it's better to stay as a fantasy

[cinna @cinnicicle]

my mom always makes back handed comments about any of my interests so now i feel insecure liking anything and idk id like to not feel that way

[cinna @cinnicicle]

i feel like im gonna be a child forever

[cinna @cinnicicle]

gay dude complimented my hair on the subway self esteem restored