hi y'all! i literally disappeared and i wanna explain why. in the past few months i tried to "semi-recover", now i have a much healthier relationship with food, i still got lots of disordered thoughts but i'm trying to work on it
i feel really invalidated now that i can eat in an easier way but yk, i just wanna heal and not feel a total shit about myself. i'll stay anyway on here bc honestly it's motivating (๐) but i'll try to lose weight in a healthier way
i realised that restricting to much just led me to binges and for the past year i gained and lost the same 3kgs. remember that having an ed is not just heavy restrictions, it's the thoughts you have
pushes you against the wall* you see my posts don't you? *slides my finger down on the side of your face and lifts your chin* then why don't you interact with me? *leans in and whispers* are you scared? is that it? *kisses the corner of your lips and smirks*