B.E.N

| ‘ Let them 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 • 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐒 „ &&. ʜᴇᴀᴛʜᴇɴs.

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„ 𝐏anic, fear &&. 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 panic — 💧
[ #CREEPYPASTARP #MVRP ]
[ #LOZRP ]

Well, who should I be then, if I'll
never be the same?
ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ sᴜɴsʜɪɴᴇ

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— „ 𝘙elax into this 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 .

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finally i can repent

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swallowing fistfuls of gravel and worms

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( brows furrowed . he pauses himself for a moment , standing eerily still with no movement behind him — just to offer a soft twitch of his lips before speaking suddenly )

loneliness is a state of mine , but i enjoy the sentiment .

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joints * cracking — jaw popping . he yawns .

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( a subtle cringe . waving his hand in the air with a dismissive intent . )

i do not do hugs , i have to pass .

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. . . come again ? i did not hear you clearly , you said what , poppet ?

( he heard . very clearly , but is giving her a chance to correct herself . )

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has my lack of eyesight stopped me from gaming * before ?

( a hiss in his tone , giving a very light tug at the back of her head with the hair he held between fingers . large ears drooping , adding a lore of discontent . )

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( gripping her hair just a tad too hard 💧. . relaxing grip shortly after , a simple little parental style warning , yeah ? )

big dinner and gaming plans for easter , obviously . 💢

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( the creature stares , blindly , aimlessly ahead when his hand is grabbed . it waits before slowly retracting his hand and wiping it against his tunic top - )

help with what .

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the demons speak in grunts and whispers incoherent that tell me to worship .

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imagine hearing voices .

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( he isnt too concerned with there his kids gaze is , being blind he just stares ahead with aimless pupils . )

planning ? i am planning nothing . i have just awoken and am terribly sore , old and sore .

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parenting never gets easier the more i try to forget the kid

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( caressing their head ✨ )

its the useless trauma response , forget i said anything .

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small sacrifices are made for big dreams , and honestly i need to make them * AGAIN 💧

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. . . . CHOKES

[𝐉ud𝐠e Me 𝐈n T𝐡𝐞 Af𝐭erl𝐢𝐟e @slghtrghst]

holding a hose :3

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they had it comin 🎶

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slow dancing with my own hallucinations

[𝐊 𝐎 𝐃 𝐎 @WORMSLICK]

— | 𝐍obody likes me
𝘌verybody hates me

𝙎ee how they 𝙬𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙡𝙚
&&. 𝙨𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙧𝙢 ❗️
| #OCRP |

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if i say “ my back itches “ and you respond with the DUMBASS thing of “ maybe itch your back “ i will mock you for providing a simple solution to my problem .