clementine

ed tw || dni if not edtwt / under 16
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[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

@2ndheartbext @besooofr IM NOT A BOT PLS

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

@pastelpink4n4 i have never had a healthy relationship w food like 😭

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

my bf saying he's so glad I recovered and I have a healthy relationship with food now little does he know

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

I keep cancelling my plans and not running errands just to sleep more

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

I used to have a little red scar on my knuckles from purging, I just realised today it faded to the point it's barely visible :')

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

@pastelpink4n4 right like... it just happened wtf 😭

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

I regret recovering so much. I would do anything to go back to my pre-recovery body. my entire face shape has changed, I'm huge and my clothes make me look ridiculous. no matter what I do - makeup, hair, I can never look as good as I did pre-recovery

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

I feel like I should get new hobbies, but at the same time nothing is genuinely interesting to me anymore lol

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

banana + cinnamon smoothie + fried egg + apples + air fried potatoes and carrots

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

omad 👍👍
~570 calories

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

she's not even anorexic either haha eye twitch haha

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

motivating myself thinking about how his ex gf was 39 kg BMI 15 🧘🧘

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

@fishy_in_water person who licked the bar should be shot wtf 😭

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

edtwt intro (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
not new to edtwt, relapsed after failed recovery so I'm back 😳😳
19
EDNOS
cw: 65 kg
gw: 55 kg
ugw: 45 kg
dni if under 16 please !!
rt/like to be mutuals (⁠〃ﾟ⁠3ﾟ⁠〃⁠) !!
I need active moots to keep me accountable:)
#edtwt #proana

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

and looking at old photos of myself during my lowest weight, I feel like I have finally snapped out of it.
I never want to get to this point of not caring about my weight/body ever again

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

I feel so heavy and disgusting. the same family members that encouraged me to recover now comment negatively on my weight.
during recovery, I felt like I was in a fugue state where I didn't care about my weight at all.
now, hearing people comment on my body,

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

@starryspo you're gorgeous omg

[clementine @citrusgrrrl]

@starryspo THANK U ... best reply ever <33