if you told 2017 me who listed to dna and didn't enjoy it and thought it was overhyped that she would be crying in 2022 over that same band, i would've laughed at your face
also i was soo soo sooo excited for run bts live that now i feel soo fucking guilty about it, about expecting something from them which they're not entitled to give us at all and as fans all of us do that at a point ig? idk
and yet i still feel this lump in my throat and idk what to do and i feel sad and i want to cry but i feel guilty for feeling that way and i'm just- idk
and i'm honestly so proud of them for taking this decision, ik it's not easy at all esp when they're the focus of th music industry rn but i'm so glad they followed their heart instead of putting on a facade for the cameras
came out themselves and talked to us about this but it's still heartbreaking to know they've felt this all the time, idk it just makes me feel so fucking guilty
i just needed to rant so yeah here it goes
i'm not like disappointed in them, no even a bit and ik i will never be but i still feel guilty for feeling sad aabout this?it's like what right do i have to feel smt over what they do yk? i'm still so so soooo glad that they