You can lose people, lose yourself, & still create something beautiful from what remains. Healing may change the way you carry the past, but it does not erase your right to dream about a life that feels good again.
To get the most out of your stretching routine, hold comfortable stretches for 15-60 seconds, breathe slowly, & prioritize smooth control rather than forcing yourself deeper into a position!
One day you'll meet a shitty man, raised by shitty parents, surrounded by shitty people in a shitty environment and he will tell you that you are a crazy bitch. It is very important you don't listen to him.