have you ever read something so beautifully written that you lowkey get jealous of the author's writing skills? it's like you wish you had a way with words just like them.
and if i write dean wearing nighties and satin panties and make cas pamper him and he likes it bcs it's a way for him to detach from his everyday tough persona at work so what
not me spending ten minutes last night deepdiving about male perineum and looking at male reproductive system pictures to make sure that im not crazy for thinking it's an erogenous zone while writing 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞
man, the things destiel smutfic do to me 💔💔