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[clarantula @claired1225]

Manifesting 🙏 makasuot rami ani puhon with snow with our choobibi Oh Lord Jesus!

[clarantula @claired1225]

Lord, the urge for more in life is tickling me, May you guide my decisions as well as my husband's for us to make it through. Grasyag kalooy ragyud nimo tanan Lord. "Lihok tawo kay tabangana taka" pero scared ko Lord. Give me signs to push this through🥺

[clarantula @claired1225]

I miss Raia. Missing her everyday, on random days, and everything in between :(

[clarantula @claired1225]

looking at my bestfriend's baby made me think how would my baby look like right now at 4mos old :( ahhh fccckkk im crying hard again. imissmybabysomuch 😭

[clarantula @claired1225]

I miss my baby Raia 😔

[clarantula @claired1225]

pero bida bida man ka edi go! mukuan pag unsay natabang sa ila kompanya, BOGOK JUD! wa na kahatag ug dakong kwarta ang kompanya nimo, nakakwarta ka tingod sa imong kaugalingong diskarteng buhat, DILI NA TUNGOD SA KOMPANYA. kung makadupa sa kompanya, heir ka?

[clarantula @claired1225]

niya masuko raba ignag way utok, niya kung siya makabroadcast nga bugo ta sa dagjan tawo mura rag wala nga di angay gamiton ang word nga bugo. kana sa akoa matic nana ako baba basta makakuan gabinugok mugawas jud na bisan pag di tuyoon ug magbinogok ka nako!

[clarantula @claired1225]

taga naa nalay okasyon, gaan jud tag rason para saputon, di gamitong utok. commonsense naman unta.

[clarantula @claired1225]

bugok bugok bugok

[clarantula @claired1225]

namao*

[clarantula @claired1225]

mao na mureact ra sa akong reaction nga wa namo tungod sa gibuhat. BULOK!

[clarantula @claired1225]

never not missing you Raia. 4th month without uou 😔

[clarantula @claired1225]

Lord normal pani? but an ra kaayo ako bana run, but an rasab kaayo ko niya, wala ko naanad. wala ray mahitabong gubot ani? hahahahahahaah

[clarantula @claired1225]

bisag unsaon bogok ug bolok jud ni siya when it comes sa prioritization sa iya anak. niya sa iya panlantaw korek. edi go! ikaw bitaw mama, di lang nimo makita epektos imo anak

[clarantula @claired1225]

never jud ko gipadamgo either naman lang ninyo duha lola and raia :(

[clarantula @claired1225]

gidugo nako and sakit kaayo ako pus on, nakadumdom napod ko sa panahon ga early labor ko ni Raia :(

[clarantula @claired1225]

and on random days I still cry for you mylove. Where are you now? Can you let mama dream caressing and carrying you? 😔 I will always wonder how you look like when you open your eyes. Surely you got it from me like your kuya 🥺

[clarantula @claired1225]

Raia mylove, help mama tomorrow di mag cry sa mga panelist ha? gi make biya ni mama ni nga thesis sa time buros pako nimo and my title is very significant.Last nani and mugraduate najud si mama ug masters love. Timing pajud monthsary nimo ugma magdefend ko 🥹

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ay jud kog sugde kay maayo ra raba kaayo ka magduol duol ug wa ko dug a aron makaiyot. pero karun nga gidugo ta asa pay halog sukad day 1. LOSLOS!

[clarantula @claired1225]

Imissyou Raia. so sos os soso much

[AJ @ajgyasi]

This year has taught me that a good year can also be a hard year. I've held joy and pain in equal measure. The joy hasn't made it less painful and the pain hasn't made it less joyful. it’s the year I learnt what it means to hold all things in a delicate balance.