i remembered a question that was asked to me during a recollection,
the question was, “what is the most interesting thing about yourself?”
and i couldn’t answer, even now
just unfriended 150+ friends on fb for my peace of mind and sanity, i think social media is getting to me lately and i don’t like it (ironic that i’m still using a social media platform saying these, well, at least no one knows me here)
that is also my problem, i’m not completely sure if i really want to be a doctor, or maybe this is me just seeking for validation, that even if i’m the dumbest child in the family, i can still achieve something
if i choose med school, no one in the family will support me, maybe my father would, but that can be a literal sabotage, i’ll be mocked by my family that i should’ve worked instead, but i always wanted to be a doctor +other professions because i’m very indecisive