@arantymaheswari@crynordie I drank 2 cups of coffee supaya kuat nugas smpe pagi, ku kirain jantungku kencang bgt sampe bikin kasur geter eh malah kek ayun ayun gt akwkkwkw
i want people to notice my absence i want ppl to miss me i want to be noticed and Matter but yet i am so scared of taking up space of being loud of being Big of being Too Much of being perceived of being a burden of being Known
when your life is just recovering and relapsing and recovering and relapsing and relapsing and relapsing and relapsing and relapsing and recovering and relapsing