cloud

sh, ed, 18+ // pl/eng // she/her

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

czy jak spróbuję popełnić samobójstwo to dostane l4 chociaż na tydzień?

[mayank @maynkydvv]

when i get more active on twitter thats how you know im getting insane again

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

why can’t i stop eating

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

@oujisama_diary i’m ok, stressed abt my job and weight tho thanks, hbu?

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

also i cried in therapy yesterday for literally no reason i was just really tired

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

told my therapist i want to loose 15 kg and now i highkey want to to see his reaction 👍👍 great motovation i guess

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

zabijcie mnie

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

i hate my body

[˖˙꒰ঌ pancake ˚⟡˖˙ edrtwt @cinnaswirli]

"im so fucking disgusting i never wanna eat again" *eats again*

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

gonna talk to my therapist abt my ed issues tomorrow 🫩 i feel really uncomfortable talking about binging tbh but it is needed

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

AND FUCK IM SO FAT

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

like my brain is doing that addiction thing when thinking when is the soonest i can eat, how to hide it from everyone and how ashamed i am of it

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

idk if i can even call it a binge since its definitely less food at a time compared to what i used tl binge on but i feel so powerless

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

i can’t stop eating junk food and sweets fucking kill me

[eva @dollsnings]

well

[cloud @cloud_sh_ed]

@Night_flo @kisielmorelowy legit pytanie czy probowalas na nfz na terapie dda? wtedy sie idzie do poradni uzaleznien i troche inaczej to dziala terminowo i wgl moze by ci sie udalo wtedy