𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇

“Try to imagine the whole universe beginning to ring and resound. There are no longer human voices, but planets and suns revolving”

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

an intro for #edtwt ♡
𓇼𓆉 𓆝 𓆡

𝄞 21, he/him 🏳️‍⚧️, autistic ♿️
𝄞 pro-recovery, not fatphobic
𝄞 long term/chronic AN-r
𝄞 dms open, very interactive
𝄞 occasional vents/bcs
𝄞 Likes: classical/experimental music, radio, languages, hats, earl grey tea.

[hawke @tauntifer]

just a reminder that stable vitals are not an indication that u are healthy especially when you’ve been disordered for a long time!!!!!!! ur body downregulates and adapts in order to preserve itself so its very common to not have medical issues present themselves

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@f0odsucks thank you it’s a Dutch bunny playing piano

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

I am so fucking tired and running on pure autistic excitement and adrenaline

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

I should resurrect my song/piece of the day thread

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@BATB0NEZ Been so cruel as to make you unable to see that. you are a light of a human and j mean tbat.

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@BATB0NEZ kat you are so incredibly talented you are an artist a poet a baker. you are so crafty and creative and you are always so so kind to me and everyone. You are of infinite value just for being you and you have all of that on top of it. I’m so sorry that the world and your mind have

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@evershells You don’t need them i promise ❤️‍🩹 I deleted my worst lw and I genuinely feel much better without that hanging over my head ☹️ you deserve so much better than torturing yourself with trigger pics :( I know it’s really hard to do though

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@coffincalories tysm that helps so much. Does it only go away if you cut back? I am flipping out. I usually need a lot of rest but I’m away at a music studio thing for two weeks and getting like 15k steps a day incidentally. I also am refusing to weigh because I know it won’t help.

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

How long does water retention from increasing steps last

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@DrChristianED @An00bis0480 what about classical music. if that’s high cal ship me off to my 600 lb life

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

Can’t tell if wide legfed pants just make me look really big.

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@bonecoldblood yeeeeees! I have had this one since 2015 but have seen them during every tour since (though I’ve been listening to them since plans came out) they’re one of my fave bands 💜💜

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@debbiesarah30 I’m glad to hear you’re doing better, please try to give yourself a little grace ❤️‍🩹

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@tauntifer Realistically id be sitting alone in the hallway

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@BATB0NEZ OMG LETS HEAR ITTTTT

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

@tauntifer @skinnyoverload nooo I’m sorry I didn’t think about the alternative definition of stinky because I use it for the former all the time and also sort of as conversation confetti irl.

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

enriching and amazing experiences for real. As much as I am utterly physically exhausted just from how long I’m out for each day I never want this to end omg.

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

I feel alive and human adjacent for the first time in so long. I am at a composer music thing and I feel so constantly engrossed in learning and experiencing in a way that isn’t me alone in my room reading and writing and listening to music and meeting others who care about

[𝄆☁︎cloud🏳️‍⚧️ ☁︎ 𝄇 @cloudie_pie]

contemp0rary cl4ssical music the way I do and are doing their own amazing work as c0mposers and performers has been so so incredible and I’ve gotten so much amazing advice and perspectives from older established compos3rs and performers and this has been one of the most