hello all, i am very much alive and in fact having a wonderful time with the loml <3
we struggle w a dissociative disorder and whoever used to run this account isn’t around as much any more, but i’m still here and still get the notifications. i hope you’re all doing well <3
had to get high to force myself to eat th past few days ..haven’t had to do tht in a while n i used to need to be absolutely on another planet to even take one bite of food.., m i goin back to tht??!
tryin to eat more n not skip lumch so my bf doesn’t come home and find me Dead bt man . i feelso guilty n gross T__T …but i guess that’s better than feeling like my heart is abt to stop at any time .,
im so tired of my body feeling so terrible everysingle stupid day i can’t do ANything no matter what i do it feels like im 2 seconds away from dropping dead i hate ths T__T