if I had a dollar for every time someone described me as calm and secretly funny????? ππππ even my husband says that i have the best humour ever but nobody knows and im like WHY. I thought it was so obvious im so charming chic and funny (a joke because im fucking autistic)
Iβve very obviously been on my mentally ill bitch shit these past 2 months (sorry friends, fam and husband) but this week (and also perhaps the escitalopram kicking in) has really been the universe being like bitch did I not say to trust the process weβve been through this before
Seeing my female friends have such amazing beautiful relationships with their daughters when I know we havenβt all always had great relationships with our own mothers is just so heartwarming I wanna cry
I actually fully have had enough of everything because how am I sick, dealing with a lot of emotional turmoil, and a lot of work at the same time is this just life because im killing myself