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a lot can happen in a year.

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somehow even more underwhelming than last year 😞 but it's okay ig it's okay.

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i love u and i'm so so sooo proud of u. being sexy starts NOWWW

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another year down 🥂 this one will be the one. has to be the one. insha Allah 🩷

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all this to say that my 26th year of being alive was not a waste it will never be a waste and i am loved and cherished and there is so much life to be lived and everyday u have to make the conscious choice of wanting better for urself and congratulating for doing the best u could

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i may not have the birthday party i dream of and i may not have everyone's attention on me but there are people who remember and care and wish and pray and maybe that is enough i am not the healthiest at the moment and some things may be worser but i tried and gave it a shot and

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every time i pray i feel peace like never before and Allah has placed an indescribable feeling in my heart and i know love will find me soon my romantic story will unfold and i have learned to love myself at my lowest and maybe that is enough too

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i need to get serious this is not funny

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it is starting to get too much again

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u know it's SERIOUSSSS when ur gonna attempt an istikhara for the guy

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he just does and says the most insane shit sometimes

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looking back on older tweets on this account clearly i have been thru numerous things since k*f 😭

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u know it's SERIOUSSSS when ur gonna attempt an istikhara for the guy

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please never forget this feeling of how being fat led people to exclude u on purpose pls never forget how utterly shitty it feels to not be loved in this form when u deserved basic consideration please never forget how it ruined u & reinforced how u did not deserve ur happiness

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i'm just greedy as hell

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feeling like shit. AGAIN.

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dont give me that kinda look if u don't mean it

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i actually hate this for myself

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:(

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this sweeping feeling of loneliness rots me from within