eden ☘︎ ܁˖

my diary | vegan | sw: 175lb/79kg, ugw: 110lb/50kg | 𓂃✿𓈒𓏸

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

cant wait for college to start bc then i walk 10k a day🥹. unfortunately i WILL be eating more tho because every meal break i have with my gf❤️

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

my mom keeps telling me how small i am (im literally on the higher side of healthy for my height) and said “nothing is fat about you anymore!” ANYMORE? damn!

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

feel like i should eat more cause im far under my deficit and have splitting headache but why would i eat if im not starving ?

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

been shopping all day w the only thing fueling me 2 sweet potato chips

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

my family just bought a dozen donuts that i cant eat. is this torture ? 💔

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

seeing thinspo in everything

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

was joking about this being my omad but it is 🫰

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

im eating 360 cals worth of sourdough rn

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

brain fog so bad

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

cut myself where my waistband hits now it rubs against it 😑

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

how it feels to have your gw in a healthy range on edrtwt

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

rule 1 of having an ed ever look at your lw bcs

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

#omad

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

im eating 360 cals worth of sourdough rn

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

activelyharming myself. feel like im 13 againn

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

body checking constantly i gaf

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

im back on track ⭐️

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

im boiling like 20 pieces of pasta rn

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

@spacebit_h @veulettina ive never related so much to someone than this

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

i need to be hungry

[eden ☘︎ ܁˖ @cloverfen]

i was sooo stupid i was thin i was thin😭 need to track cals asap