del ꪆৎ

✧ ,, how my heart bleeds “ ۶ৎ ۫ . ⋆ 7teen + pro-recov !!

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

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[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i'm also just really insecure and scared shes gonna leave me like he did so !

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i dont think this is me being like anxiously attached i thinj its just because she used to be super loving and a LOT at first like huge paragraphs every night and always spamming me n stuff and now it's suddenly changed im just assuming the worst and i hate it

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

shes active on everything but hasn't answered any of my texts am i being too attached

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

shes active on everything but hasn't answered any of my texts am i being too attached

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i'm so pathetic i need to stop overthinking

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i just worry she doesn't like me like that anymore and that she talks to her friend more than me all day

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

and i hate how jealous i get over small things i ughhhh

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i feel like everyone hates me rn

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

a fire is crazy work

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

at least i have the next two days off school its such a blessing

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

like why am i scared she's gonna randomly stop talking to me for periods of time, wont tell me whats wrong, break up with me over text and then get with her ex two days later

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

he's affected me so bad and it sucks bc i bet he doesn't even think about us at all

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

he probably sees me and sees a horrible person

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

and now i have to be the one to comfort them even though all i did was ask for the tiniest bit of reassurance. thats all i wanted but now im the one giving comfort again

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i'm getting such bad flashbacks rn oh god

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

like yes maybe you did upset me a little bit but now i cant say that because you've already gone and put yourself down about a hundred times instead of trying to at least talk about it

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i just. why do people immediately just insult and put themselves down whenever they fo the smallest thing wrong

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

im so scared she wont like what she sees when i take my clothes off

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

i found out in like jan idk why i still think about it

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

sometimes i remember the things he said about me and feel disgusted with myself all over again

[del ꪆৎ @clvrrqt]

@sh0rtcakemoon i lov mlp >_<