i think i owe myself an apology for being in spaces where i knew l wasn't wanted & appreciated but instead i stayed, for forcing broken connections & ships. i owe myself an apology for putting people who never appreciated me before myself, doubting myself.
I admire women who leave. idgaf if you left after the 1st time or the 12th time I admire that shit! idgaf if ppl was calling you dümb for 11 years but in the 12th year you decided you was done. it takes ALOT of strength to break a tie. it takes ALOT of self love to choose yo self
Hardest pill to swallow is realizing people DO NOT CARE. They’ll hurt you & really go on about their lives. Not even slightly affected about what they did to you & how you feel. Regardless if it’s friendships, relationships, or family.
if you lie to me once, i will start doubting everything you say afterwards. my trust is a delicate thing and once it's broken, it's hard for me to believe whatever you tell me. it changes the way i see you and makes it so difficult for me to restore my trust