Walking from the Louisville Water Tower park to the hotel literally across River Road, he was talking of his own struggles and "figuring things out".
He added that he was very self-conscious about his living with vitiligo (it's a skin pigment thing which causes patches light colour skin) and because of it was "afraid of women's reaction" and therefore didn't engage much.
I told him that I cared about him and his situation; him as a man, not blotches of light skin. This triggered something that I can't explain which manifest early on:
As I started to blow him, you could feel waves of his emotion. He started to 'sweet talk' in a way I have never encountered: darling; sweetheart; baby.
He began stroking my face and hair as I blew him. He was channelling me, in his mind, into a woman.
He was craving an intimacy that was both intense and emotionally charged.
In those moments, as he laid me on the bed and led me to spread my legs for him, I believe that he saw pussy and the physiological response in me was one of getting wet like a girl.
This straight man's dick felt like velvet when he penetrated me. He made a gentle and profound love for almost a half hour that was transcendent.
** I hesitated to post this, as I try to keep the content about the men, never about me.
I came to the conclusion that while this encounter is one that is not representative or characteristic of most of the content you see
(which is about my giving these guys head - think Iβve been fucked maybe four or fives times over the years), this experience happened and was chronicled towards the beginning of benevolentbjs and decided I should share it**
His wife had not only thrown him out of the house but she also threw him under the proverbial bus as well, turning his own parents against him and upending his entire life.
I encountered him on the Venice Beach Pier, he was gazing out at the ocean, pondering his circumstances.
I mostly listened to him, giving him his voice. In that moment, this straight guy didn't see me as a gay guy, or really even that I was another man; his entire energy was saying 'please just make me feel wanted".
And he was, unconditionally.
He wasn't comfortable with the idea of fucking another guy but asked if I would just lay with him and hold him so he could feel a sense of closeness to another.
I could sense his insecurity but this manβs smouldering sexuality had nonetheless been ignited.
While I did suck his dick; lick his nuts, taste his armpit and swallowed his load, the emotion he stirred when he looked at me in this way I haven't felt in a long time, it was the very definition of intimacy.
Every experience I have had with the 150+ men who have participated in this is different and rarely βromanticβ or so intimate..
The extended length clip of this man stands out, not for the tangible/material assistance/help afforded most but rather for the emotional, almost spiritual assistance which elevated this man to his rightful and deserved rank and dignity as a father and as a man.
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