elisse aine daisy feywin

my own lil void to yell into

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

suicide is only not worth it when i remember i won't be able to see the destruction to myself once im finished

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i am sooooooo scared of my own danger to my body man i have so much left to do and so much more love to give

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i am poison in the water and unhappy

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i wish things were different. i wish things mattered and sufficient visible change was prominent. stagnancy is crawling under my skin and i think it’s starting to bite.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i wanna be well enough to be worthy of loving. i am working on being easier to handle.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

im tired of putting in ANY effort even if it’s “the right thing to do” or “it’s good for me” fuck that fuck everybody i love me like no one will and idc if i ruin myself doin that

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i don’t want attention i just want to isolate myself i don’t want nobody i don’t wanna need nobody i wanna be tf alone ain’t no one who won’t hurt me

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

if people only knew

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

moving on to one harm to another. any time i feel like doing something that might harm someone else, i will harm myself instead. then i will learn. and i will treat myself like a person.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

don’t hate women i hate like five individual stupid bitches

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

fuck you you have been lying to everyone and i hope you get what you deserve you spoiled princess.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i literally can’t stand any of you dumb cunts and have to keep making excuses for why it’s okay that you treat me like shit.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i wish i killed myself before i met you

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

do not fucking hit me up when you’re out of jail and expect me to give on you ducking piece of shit you had your chance all you had to do was pick up the fucking phone you fucking brain dead stupid methhead dumbass

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i hate you because i love you i hate you because i love you i hate you i fucking hate you

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

FUCK UOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I TRIED SO HARD IM STILL TRYING AND FOR WHAT FOR YOU TO FUCKING PLAY ME AMD GET WHAT YOU WANT BC I CANT DESIST I FUCKING HATE YOU I LOVE YOU O WIDH YOU FODNT TREST ME LIKE YHID

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

i don’t know why people automatically think less of you for struggling and not dealing with it well. obviously i know it’s not a good thing but like,, let me learn my lesson if it’s not gonna hurt you. it doesn’t feel like concern when they put you down for feeling that way

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

it’s really scary when people tell you they understand but basically shame you when you exhibit the very problems they promised they understood.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

only come 2 this account when im really close to giving up again. tired of justifying and trying to reason w myself on why i like to post my feelings anonymously to a void and just letting it be what i need it to be rn. tired of sorting myself out.

[elisse aine daisy feywin @cobaincupid]

they want to keep you crawlin so u don’t wake in the mornin