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⋅˚₊‧ ୨ 17 - shedtwt - 170cm - bmi 32 ୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
cw : 95kg | gw : 56kg | ugw : 45kg

[aya @cocainepup]

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꒰ა aya's accountability thread ໒꒱
(until im 60kgs)

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[aya @cocainepup]

buying edibles in bulk so i can stop splitting on the 1 person who talks to me

[aya @cocainepup]

touching myself

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@NanakaChani absolutely oomf, trying everyday will have its outcome at some point. never give up!!! youre cared for!! 🩷

[aya @cocainepup]

today i cried so i could guilt someone into buyint me alcohol 🩷

[aya @cocainepup]

the times where i had 5 interactive moots, flirted with 4, dated 3.. sigh the times

[aya @cocainepup]

larping as a boy to escape my actual life

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@NanakaChani oomf youre actually so beautiful wtf. im happy youre still here genuinely. i really hope shit gets better for you :(

[aya @cocainepup]

begging girls to stay fat cause theyre hot but sobbing at my own fat

[aya @cocainepup]

brakejfat : nurri shake and built protein bar except i didnt finish either but sdded all calories
i made cookies and had none of it but lickd my finger with the icing so i added 40cal

dinner: ramen with chicken and then some pixie sticks and a lax tea

todays weight : 204

[aya @cocainepup]

・꣑୧・┈・┈・꣑୧・┈・┈・꣑୧・꣑୧・┈ ・

꒰ა aya's accountability thread ໒꒱
(until im 60kgs)

・꣑୧・┈・┈・꣑୧・┈・┈・꣑୧・꣑୧・┈ ・

[aya @cocainepup]

jello and built protein bar and mac anc cheese with chicken and fruits and laxative tea and laxatives it makes 750

todays weifht is 204

[aya @cocainepup]

asmr but its peeling dried blood off scars

[aya @cocainepup]

when blood gets on my nip i feel it harden slowly irs so uncomfortable

[aya @cocainepup]

women in sped

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random cute girl on discord save me

[aya @cocainepup]

inknow its jist tryint to meet somebody but the fact theyasked has mr scream cryint wjy do tou care babou4 a stranger why me

[aya @cocainepup]

ige never cut msyelf to cope but times chnwge im no longer just amused by it

[aya @cocainepup]

almost begged h3r to kill herself or just to fucking leave me so i can rinallt end this shit i hate this it never ende

[aya @cocainepup]

i haventes showered in 5 days i havent twken my meds in a month im doijg drugs again i swore i wouldnt do i hstenjyself snd everyone is just leaving me snd i fuckifnn hsye being aloive

[aya @cocainepup]

the one person i twlk to everyday is twking s break from me because im becoming too much and now i hsve nobody and even when i try nobody sctually stays talking to me and i jst haye this cycle it genuinely mskes me want to just end it mow