havent posted in a while but just know i am still active just watching everyone lose weight while im shoving food down my throat cause i’ve relapsed with my BED and cant fking starve myself properly anymore without full on binging every second day
im so fkin done with life rn. lock me up and starve me. IM ALMOST BACK AT MY HIGHEST WEIGHT. im so fked. wtf is weong with me. im so tired im so stupid im so weak. i cant do anything right. cant even starve myself right like i used to