The blanket of excuses and delusions that's been comforting you is nothing but a burning end coming at you with constant fear while you fear drowning even tho from the first breath you took all you did in your life was nothing but swim.. Choose against ashes of your dreams
Your shadow is your alter ego , in bright light or wisdom it tells you and structures your vices ; in darkness and hopeless void it shows you the source and virtues you had your back against all this while
Twitter consists of people posting with reach looping around themselves and then there's Elon Musk(the stakeholder) hating on Sam..... And nothing matters
Self improvement is masturbation
Try self destruction
Notions like maxing and boredom embrace-ment and creation over consumption , might lead you somewhere near the horizon of your nostalgic life