🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿

yap central. 24, they/she, lesbian, engaged

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

exactly a year since this post and its still so crazy that he's back with me, and as happy and sweet as could be <3 i thought he was dead a year ago, couldn't have ever fathomed getting him back, and especially not him being the same incredibly sweet boy he was in his youth

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

i have very little reach here but uh. i just found out my cat that i lost 7 years ago is alive so i'm doing emergency comms so i can go get him

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

lmfaoo they're blocking everyone calling out their ablesim

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

i really don't give a fuck if you're just "sharing your experience" i'm so fucking sick of you people generalizing all people with bpd. we're already demonized enough leave us the hell alone

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

twitter decided to show me this while i'm having a bpd episode and its just Not a great feeling seeing my mental illness being demonized while i'm actively hating myself for having said mental illness

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@Kittieeepaw i've rebooted mine 3 times because the first two times i took hiatuses so long that i changed the story in that time 😭 but learning what does and doesn't work for me has helped me keep up this time! even though it's still HARD sometimes since i have adhd and am unmedicated </3

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

oh badass old lady mothwing how i love you

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

give me elder mothwing designs with burn scars immediately

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@EReapr i grew up being abused for being autistic and didn't know i was different. ofc i look shit up, but there's a lot that i'm still learning are autism traits and not "normal". who do you think you are to call other autistic people fakers just bc they had different experiences

[KRIS 🌙✨ @RamKat_]

Weed smoking warrior cats

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

also if i catch you saying the r slur in my comments i'm blocking you. this is a post about my struggles with autism and the way autistic people are treated, read the fucking room.

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

being autistic is a nightmare because you'll try to connect with others by relating to them, just to get the "you're extremely fucking selfish. die" treatment from people like this

[Kid Cat //semiHIATUS @whoiskidcat]

I can tell why the interaction failed.
first of all, you wanted to converse but all you did is invited the other person to be interested in you and ask question.
It's jarring and like, YOU wanted to converse not them. It's weird when you make it about yourself so right away.

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@Bennydeeeee it's literally an attempt to relate to someone and then start a conversation about the topic, not themself. why is that hard to understand

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@Bennydeeeee my point is that its NOT self absorbed. it's an attempt to make a connection and people choose to assume the worst 👍

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@DrivetheTacos i have ptsd surrounding me being punished for expressing myself, and can still promise that mindset is not the way to go man

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@DrivetheTacos what a miserable mindset to have

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@usagichud yeah. that would be because i'm not directly quoting the tweet but using it as an example for how autistic people are generally treated

[🌿☀️ fern! ☀️🌿 @codeinesneeze]

@DrivetheTacos it's not like they put any defining features there 😭 god forbid people express themselves