been passively suicidal for most of my life & never Truly planned for the future bc i didn’t think i’d still be here but now it’s Here & all my bad coping mechanisms are catching up to me & idk what i want to do idk what im passionate ab & idk how to live bc idk if i ever started
Tw/ drugs alcohol
Housesitting alone in a house with alcohol and maybe pills? Possibly one of my favorite things to do. Especially since I'm not not able to eat much since I don't want to eat all their food. If this doesn't help me lose idk what will (besides motivation ofc)