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👼🏻 ed vent tw. ✨ 21, 5’6-5’7ish idk ✨ sw/hw: 233 ✨ cw: 121 ✨ gw: 115 ✨ ugw: 100 👼🏻

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@uvcals i love her

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suicide maybe

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i’m gonna weigh myself for the first time after being in recovery all these months and let u know if i’ll be rejoining edtwt again brb! 😋😜😜😜

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i will be rejoining

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y’all ever got hemorrhoids bc ur so constipated or is that just me

[k 🤍👼🏻🧸 @coffeeandcodine]

bye i finally look skinny in a picture after months of going in and out of binging

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apparently a tiktok i made is getting flamed on here smh it be ur own homies 😔 anyway waiting to see it on my TL

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how do u guys feel about protein powder n stuff bc i wanna start working out and building my ass and i don’t eat enough but especially not protein and i’ve always been scared of it bc it’s like 500 cals per scoop sometimes idkkkk every time i do butt workouts nothing happens

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@boneybat 109

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yalllll i haven’t been eating more than like 300 cals every day sometimes it’s literally like only 50 and uhhhhh i’m seeing changes already i’m so happy i just wanna go back to my lowest

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@coffeeNshits omff this is so sweet ilysm i’m crying 💘💘🥺🥺

[k 🤍👼🏻🧸 @coffeeandcodine]

i didn’t eat for three days and my bf took me out for breakfast this morning so now i feel like i’m gonna burst open

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i broke 3 yrs clean :/

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i wanna drink on an empty stomach and get out of my fucking head but that’s not something i wanna start doing regularly

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i know not eating for one day is nothing to any of you but i was in recovery and doing okay and any time id try to fast id give in at the end of the day but i just cannot be bothered to eat anything rn i’m so sad i wanna look like i did when i was bad and i fucking hate it

[k 🤍👼🏻🧸 @coffeeandcodine]

i didn’t eat anything today. i haven’t done that in months and months and months i’m doing so bad i’m falling apart every day nothing feels worth it anymore i can’t take care of myself and i just want it to stop idk what to do anymore

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i just want boobs. and an ass. i know i’ll never have either. it makes me so sad. the skin is too loose on my ass to perk it up and unless i gain like 50 pounds i’m not getting tits again

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everyone kinda stops caring and trying to help me eventually and i think my bf thinks i don’t need help especially lately he’s been more busy and i don’t know how to communicate that i’m doing really bad lately and it makes me sad it’s not even his fault

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@rainbowkcal @delicate_cals felt this one too

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i would be so hot if i didn’t have loose skin !! there i said it!! i would b so hot!! 😐🙄