my edtwt hot take is i actually think its fun when people post edtt stuff here because I don't not use tiktok and I get curious about what's going on over there sometimes lol
Cannot wait till I’m back down to 169 because that’s what I was at when I went into the mental hospital and I think the day I wake up to those numbers I’m gonna celebrate by only eating 169cals for the day
Shout out all the people who’re in unaddressed disordered eating competitions with their mother. She saw my snack (yogurt tube) and decided she didn’t need the 3 cookies she grabbed and only ate half of one. This should NOT be making me feel better about myself (daily occurrence)
I’m just under 500 cal for the day and I really wanna eat more because I’m feeling sick and I’m getting a headache. But I also have a disorder that makes me not want to eat food. Also I hate my mother and she’s stressing me out so it’s even harder to eat
I am NOT losing fast I ate 1200 cal yesterday because I have the most impossible time saying no to my mother (I’m terrified of her) and I’m just thanking whatever ana god is ojt there that I didn’t gain smh #edtwt#edrtwt