just learnt it wasnt normal how in 4th grade a friend my age came over and recorded me on omegle talking to old guys while i were dressed in a tanktop and cat ears ok wow uhm ok!
shld i start planning my suicide im alone most of the time cs my siblings do irl school and my mom works so if i do it early morning nobody wld be able to stop me the only thing is id have to do it before summer starts
i found out the anti psychostics my psychiatrist gave me were js anxiety meds cs i js recently started going to a new one and he was like "none of these help w psychotic episodes"
my personality swiches up a lot for some reason jusr last week i was so happy dming oomfs but now i had almost started crying csbi thought i messed up and made my oomfhaye me
i hate myself a lot. i get scared to talk to ppl cs i used to be so heavily bullied i feel like everyone i talk to just finds me annoying and wld be better off without me