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[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

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[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

what are some diets yall used to lose weight im tweaking idk what to do to lose this weight

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

@Keye5ln mexico

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

how do i make friends on here

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

hello everynyan i js redyed my hair so its bright pjnk again

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

just learnt it wasnt normal how in 4th grade a friend my age came over and recorded me on omegle talking to old guys while i were dressed in a tanktop and cat ears ok wow uhm ok!

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

iam. a victim of emotional incest ok nowbwhat do i do after this realization

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

ok so. learnt 3 things that happened to me in my life were not normal

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

tried venting to my fp but it js made me even more sure abt rhe fact im fnna kms

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

shld i start planning my suicide im alone most of the time cs my siblings do irl school and my mom works so if i do it early morning nobody wld be able to stop me the only thing is id have to do it before summer starts

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

is it bad iwant to get raped again ifeel like thats the only time ive ever truly been loved

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

im rlly close to giving up on life but i made a deal w one of my friends if he kills himself ill kms and if i kms he will khs

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

shld i become shizuka of shedtwt

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

@AutoCcudx i js locked myself in my room and she ended up ignoring me for the rest of rhe day !!!

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

hi guys my mom lost her pocket knife and she thinks i stole it even tho i didnt and i might get beat up rlly bad wish me luck😊😊😊😊😊😊

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

I DIDNT GET BEAT!!!! she ignored me for most the day but didnt axtually hit me

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

is it weird ive seen my moms fresh cuts idk

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

i cant stop thinking abt how my dad made me watch him beat my mom so bad she got sent to the er

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

i found out the anti psychostics my psychiatrist gave me were js anxiety meds cs i js recently started going to a new one and he was like "none of these help w psychotic episodes"

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

my personality swiches up a lot for some reason jusr last week i was so happy dming oomfs but now i had almost started crying csbi thought i messed up and made my oomfhaye me

[shizuka of shedtwt @coffekiss_]

i hate myself a lot. i get scared to talk to ppl cs i used to be so heavily bullied i feel like everyone i talk to just finds me annoying and wld be better off without me