Wishing I wasn’t mentally or physically disabled RAAAA!! I just want the ability to drive, own a house and be able to buy anything whenever and never worry about not having money for groceries :,3 but wishing won’t do anything and I can’t change those things about myself
I mean we’ve had food poisoning before.. so puking a lot wouldn’t be bad… BUT if it’s not puke.. I don’t wanna risk the chance of shitting my brains out later… ;3;
ED girl dinner but I now have to throw my food out and waste money. Bc I was gonna have just a can of black beans and queso sprinkle cheese it smelled and tasted like beer I don’t mind I was gonna eat it all but after two bites I looked up if it’s safe. It’s not! It’s fermenting-
WHICH MAKES SENSE BUT COME ON ITS NOT EVEN MOLDING YET!! And it’s not even expired I was so looking forward to it… fuck it not eating anything else 😭 I had a fish sandwich earlier anyways so that’s fine. Just great. We have NO OTHER CHEESE 😭😭 fuck my life..
@nghtmrprncss THIS!! Like I can barely have any friends because of BPD and me and Andy struggle bc we both deal with it BUT we are almost at our 4 year mark so us borderlines can do it!! I believe in you Leya 🩷
@nghtmrprncss That does help!! I mighhhttt like it but if it’s overly sweet or too syrupy or idk if it’s doing too much I might not like it but the flavors in general doesn’t sound bad but we will see!!