they only measure performance at one moment, not your character, effort, creativity, faith, or growth. you are more than numbers on a paper—you are your values, your resilience, your kindness, and how you keep showing up even when things are hard.
i'm just really clinging onto the hope na basin kaya pa. basin karon rani. basin diay makabawi pa. but if this path is really not for me, i hope i lose the will to walk on it.
i've been feeling disconnected with the program i'm in lately. i haven't been studying much, not like dati na if dili ko ka study, di ko mahimutang. but now? i've got major exams coming up and yet i'm here.
daghan pa kaayo ko apasonon kay dili pud ing ana ka stable akoang grades during midterms but i'm not doing anything to get back on track—well, i actually did tried to get back on track but it's just starting to feel empty jud.