I had to run away to get what I wanted & she would get mad, but if she just let me have it there with her & didn’t have a problem with it we wouldn’t be having these problems right now. I tried to help her understand, but she refused to listen, only wanted her way all the time 😒
I work too hard for bullshit. I was working for love, but was given nothing but bullshit. That’s not love and if it’s not then I’m working hard for nothing. I should be working hard for myself rather than some ungrateful, childish bitch.
Immature & childish women call themselves “bad bitches” because they use their body as a tool/weapon, relying on men to give them what they want, then whine & withhold when they don’t get it, & will find someone else who will. Y’all babies & will never grow up. You’re the worst.
No one truly cares. They just act like they do. If they really do why are they afraid to show it? Why don’t they? It’s a leap of faith. You got to give to receive. You can’t be selfish when it comes to love. Anywhere else, but not with love because it’s sacred. Take care of it.
I gave her time. I gave her everything. I thought it was enough, but she was never coming back unless it was to use me some more. She wants her feelings to be valid & they are, but what about mine? Selfish from the beginning to the end, trying to manipulate me the entire time 😒
I just wanted to have it all which was free. I’m not even going out or seeing people, just staying home and watching TV or reading books, but I couldn’t even do that. She didn’t let me take care of myself. I couldn’t take care of her because everything she wanted was expensive.
She made my life so much better, amazing, beautiful, and then just ruined the fuck out of it! That shit’s crazy; the transition. That was fast, out of nowhere.
She would complain that our relationship just felt like a friendship, we were just room mates, that the romance was gone. It was gone because she disgusted me with her materialism. It was just manipulation, obviously. She ignorantly showed me what she truly & only cared about.
She was more concerned about maintaining a lifestyle than holding onto love. I was “wasting her pretty years.” If that’s not selfish and narcissistic I don’t know what it is 😒