looking at peoples outfits at the train station to learn from them. big jeans, baby tee, cute little jacket. i dont have a cute little jacket. i dont have anything
so this did happen to me I moved away and went MIA for months and genuinely not a single person texted me first and it really made everything worse. I talked to people every single day, and then not a single one of them texted me for months.
i often feel like i’m always better friends with my friends than they are with me like im some temporary person in everyone’s lives & if i moved away no one would ever contact me or find me bc i don’t mean that much to anyone. horse alone