zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era

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[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

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[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

and on my period again for a long fuck ass time

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

finally getting somewhere 🙄🙄 went from my peak gainback of 56ish kg to almost 50kg

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

i hate how the moment i feel slightly ‘ok’ i pull myself right back to that dark place because i dont know who i am without being depressed. i dont know who i am without being mentally ill. i dont know who id be if i was happy.

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

the fact that ive been on my period now for 27 days and it shows no signs of stopping anytime soon is CRIMINAL.

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

increased my vyvanse dosage and im already down 3kg (despite being on my period for 19 days now and counting.. wtf) with zero appetite everything disgusts me lol

[lynn ☆ @pjjmoonchildd]

literally me trying to act surprised when people point out my wl knowing damn well ive been starving myself for months

[dead @0rxtting]

i am a horrible friend, and i am aware of this; i ignore messages, i barely reach out, i do not open up about my feelings or experiences, i do not know how to comfort, react to their pain or empathise with them; i am avoidant and push them away.. just to whine about it later

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

upped my vyvanse dosage and all the fuckass food noise is gone im soso much happier

[𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝒶 ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ @lovexlacex]

will lose 10 kgs easily asap

will lose 10 kgs easily asap

will lose 10 kgs easily asap

[eve 🪷 @everexiic]

is anyone else just so fat it pisses them off like god damn im HUGE why am i still eating

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

i thought vyvanse was meant to kill my appetite and also help with bed… why am i just becoming fatter.

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

this is becoming my 13th reason… can’t even control myself to the smallest level atp. i need to be put down like a dog.

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

not to be f@tph0b!c but you really do act fatter and eat equally as poorly whenever you’re hanging out with a fat friend

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

constant weird stomach pain but eating much less🤪🤪 a wins a win

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

i was right, finishing my degree did slightly improve my mh… until everything else started to cave in

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

couldn’t even get hired for the summer position at the WORKPLACE IM AT RN… ppl say that anxiety just feeds you negative thoughts but im constantly being shown that i really am that fucking worthless

[zoë ⋆⁺₊❅。vyvanse era @collarbonecakes]

i can feel the fat wrapped around my body always but now im also becoming acutely aware of how fat my face has become and its aboutta be my 13th reason fr

[bonnie @funnybonie]

yo a los 11: quisiera ser más flaca
yo a los 12: quisiera ser más flaca
yo a los 13: quisiera ser más flaca
yo a los 14: quisiera ser más flaca
yo a los 15: quisiera ser más flaca
yo a los 16: quisiera ser más flaca

yo probablemente en mi tumba: quisiera ser más flaca

[angel is speedrunning @vantaecaIs]

LIFE IS ALREADY BAD AS IS WHY DO I HAVE TO BE A FAT FUCK TOO

[alien @alienincrisis]

the worst part about wasting your life is how comfortable it becomes