Robin

~Pro for me not for thee~ He/Him sw:58 cw:45 (gw1:50) (gw2:48) (gw3:45) gw4:42 ugw:38 System BPD Anorexia

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@p1umblossom Honestly miss it so much, rushing to the bathroom between classes and then feeling better and the adrenaline of being scared of being caught was a vibe

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@41y05h4 Why are these so high?

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@miffys_corner Super sonic speed to the graveyard

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@strvingstarz @imissthebandana It would have to have like 30,000 kcal for you to gain 10lbs and there’s no way that’s happening lol

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Feeling very fake ana because my stomach doesn't tolerate black coffe all of a sudden so now I have to drink it with oat milk

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@codienecals I put my current weight because I have pretty bad dysmorphia rn and… that cannot be right those people look skinny like what???

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Relapsed last night. I was supposed to see my long distance bf this weekend, but his therapists won't allow him to have visitors(both in residential). Also I got the news that I'm going to have to find an adult therapist some time this year and I hate that.

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@muffybojangles Put a slice of onion onto it it helps

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@Zippymine__ I mean it quite literally is a "killer figure" as in it will kill you

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@mindlesslooser I mean clean cut, stitches and proper aftercare obviously they’re gonna heal better

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Stitches are out. I fucking hate the shrinkage, you can't even tell this was deep beans

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Hella scared that I'm developing an infection because for some reason my stitches have been hurting a lot more than the last couple of days and also my skin is warm around the wound🥲

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Suture update and some bby beans and styros. Stitches come out on wednesday

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@boillnes How are you not extremely dizzy and nauseous when doing that? If I cut deep I always need to lay down for a sec because it feels like imma pass out

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Why does healing with stitches hurt so much more than open healing for the same depth arghhh

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Guys I need more moots who post their cuts (don't care how deep) pls follow and I'll follow back👉👈

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

11 stiches later. The local anaesthetic didn't wanna work properly so it hurt like shit

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Enjoy this pretty relapse. 3 THREE whole month down the drain. God I am so mad at myself😞

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

@nightmerishyaoi I hope this is a joke, but blood poisoning is literally hell to go through and a very uncomfortable death so please don't

[Robin @collarbonezzz]

Guys I miss cutting... I'm 3 months clean and I want to relapse so bad, but it would be such a dumbass idea... I miss it so much