once you turn 20 you have to fight everyday for the rest of your life to not lose your personality & spirit...bc what once came naturally to you will be exhausted into nothing if you don't actively Try. it's terrifyingly easy to become a lethargic, soulless adult
midnight thoughts at most times actively kill my notion of bliss and erase whatever favorable contemplation coming out against it, i tried and i tried to recall the hard attempts i'd done to make best out of it and block the gloom but why does everything always fucking backfire?
i've come to a painful realization that my ability to write and actively voice my thoughts heavily decreases whenever i don't intensely take the chance to explicitly break down and characterize the flying time. i might be so cooked in the long run
In your 20s and 30s, you will be tempted to prove that you’re doing great. It’s important that you resist performing for an audience that doesn’t care.
tweeting a situation are often one of the vehicles for me to understand myself & to navigate how the thoughts translate to a writing medium, i know it's not that deep it's just a tweet but man i gotta do it more often nowadays
navigating my early 20s and already feel like my self consciousness & frontal lobe have already progressed to an extent, not sure when it goes fully fledged but it's beyond-relief to notice i'm approaching and handling things quite differently perspective or decision-wise