Iβm going to spend the entire winter reading so many books and drinking so many cups of tea and walking very long distances and rethinking everything about my life and the world.
been thinking about my eating disorder, its roots, how it evolved over the last 15 years, how much of an impact it has on me, how it's absolutely destroying my life to the point of almost no return and about how miserable it made me in general
Sometimes as an autistic person, thinking that people like me and enjoy my company/wanna be my friend feels akin to when people think the stripper is in love with them.
I wonder how many neurodivergent people repeatedly had that thing where someone they saw as their best friend only thought of them as one step above a pleasant acquaintance.
saw the video of kardashians doing 20 reps of whatever the fuck during their workout and realized one good thing about being high weight and doing actual physically demanding sports at the same time is insane leg muscle definition