part of everything, owned by nothing
I❤️MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
i am a girlboss i am a lunatic i am the next Virgin Mary and i am never going to die
made of space
people talk about how bad romantic and platonic breakups are but no matter how many times it happens (a lot) i'll never get used to how awful it feels to try to stay friends whilst burying feelings for someone once it becomes obvious it could never have worked out
i think its hard for people to comprehend that not all suicidal people are lost and in need of direction
that a lot of us are aware things *can* better and how we can work toward that, but simply don't want to. don't care to see how things play out
i don't have any trouble identifying my feelings and expressing them, finding solutions to the problems i face, differentiating rational/irrational emotions, utilizing coping methods, etc
its more so that i simply don't want to do any of these things sometimes
the topic of being so (self) aware that therapy or confiding in others doesn't help much is interesting. i feel that way and i think that may be common amongst those with suicide ideation
i think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.
i don’t wanna open up, but i wanna be noticed. but if i’m noticed they’re gonna ask me questions, and i don’t wanna answer questions cause that means opening up