oh my god if its something serious im going to cry i want to cry its just so unfair i was finaly getting better and now i have to go to the doctor and probably the hospital and i have so much work and my friends r all flying back home for break and i love them so much
i wpuld post this on my insta spam but my brother is there now so :
- i am so scared ive been shitting out blood for a week i asked my brother to go to the hospital w me if i need a colonoscopy
- my friend lied to me about something that really hurt my feelings but he did it to
protect ny feelings but i j felt like i had finaly made progress when it came to moving on and boom i get smacked down
- i need to focus on finals and grinding out the lasst week but im legit shitting blood i havent slept at all because of what ive learned and
i am sad every guy i like ends up dating my friends i think this is going to be the last update for a long time i dont want to think i am the problem but this is a trend and aa i really had hope this time it wouldnt happen but they seem happy w each other haha
devastating things at work td but i think i just lost any delusional feelings i couldve potentially had as well as a work bestie and i keep going through weird periods of loving my workplace to wanting to quit (more like transfer locations) but tuition is hitting hard
cut my hair i feel pretty o havent felt pretty in a while and tomorrow morning this feeling is probably gonna be gone but rigjt now i do feel pretty and idk what to do with that . i also am realizing how small my world is and that is scary id like to be cuffed haha back to essays
sick so sick finals in 2 weeks i am kind of stressed and tired maybe i should take a day off work … a guy thanked me for bread and did a small bow and i just really appreciate the people who treat baristas like actual people … 5 min later a girl came and demanded a free drink
im sick my nose is pimk ive been snorting the vicks inhalor tjings and this customer fr called me beautiful and i was on the floor bskahs and all i could say wss like haha you too but snakjdd bro
i hung out w old friends yesterfay and saw my ofher older brother who is leaving tmr but its all going so fast idk how to feel but i think i am happy i saw this dude from the wedding last night and shdjh
thanksgiving was crazy i told my manager i was uncomfortable w this male employee and he actially listened i almost cried had lunch w my brotjer and that was wholesome my egg was blue though so hope i dont get sick
i skipsd 2 classes and im going over notes and fhe math is not mathing im misding 1 class stoll and i wanna cry why cant i register my advisor cancwlled her meetings bc she messed up everyones registration hold i wanna cry