ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷

[ً. @abhorarchive]

i did not ask to be this hideous creature of cracked skin and snarling voice. this prison of flesh is the only thing you ever gave me, so i will wear it until you regret that you created it.

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ it’s been a while

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ like this to interact. whether banter or long form writing, i’ll dm you to talk about it

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ i saw the play yesterday and i am filled with so much miss

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

@flintstrikes / i LOVE him

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

she supposed she was no better than him, at this point

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

“ i do say so. my word is good. ” she backed away for a few moments, feeing eyes on them and not wishing to add fuel to the fire surrounding them.

[‍ ‍ ‍ 𝖍𝐚𝐲𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. @flintstrikes]

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he allowed her to come as close as she did, and just as quickly he turned away at her next words, as if it were painful to hear. 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘬. they have never been lucky. +
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[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

the ceaseless nights she would silently cry herself to sleep so she didn’t wake anyone. the sleepless nights she would spend wasting away in the living room as the sun rose.

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

she found her belief in those words had dwindled but she was clinging onto them as if her very life depended on it, clawing at them until her fingernails bled.

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

she was silent for a moment. she knew he had a point but she just couldn’t force herself to lose hope. perhaps that was where she was doing things wrong —— hoping.

[‍ ‍ ‍ 𝖍𝐚𝐲𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡. @flintstrikes]

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“ too late for that. ” he spoke, careful with his words———not wanting to make it seem like her efforts were unappreciated. she tried, in her own way. and she succeeded, most of the time. +
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[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

but i have a good feeling this year. ” those words invoked a sense of déjà vu. they’d been in this position last year. and the year before. even the year before that.

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ the idea that effe starts wearing heavier makeup and wearing wigs because she’s scared of needles but still wants to be on trend

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ with the teaser being released, it only felt right to make a comeback here

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ are we still active here

[ִֶָ𝓭arling ݁ᅟ ‎ ᅟ ࣪ ִֶָ𝓮uph͟e͟m͟ia 🌷 @comitaturs]

/ okay!!! i’m going to revamp this account and create a new pinned at some point because i need to be back here and write my girl

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝑒𝒻𝒻𝒾ℯ‎ 𓂃𓈒 ﹑ ʚïɞ @acapitoldoll]

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❛ you — are — brilliant —
𝓔𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐞 — 𝓣𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐭! ❜
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[ྀ ཾ༵･effie . @STlLLBEJEWLED]

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𝑇 ʳⁱⁿᵏᵉᵗ , 𝐸 ffᵢₑ