So, despite its dramas, life can still be beautiful… though it will all soon be over, I feel younger than I have ever done, never having had any youth since no one loved me for myself.
Yes, the future lasts a long time.
@harukiapologist the best practice for writing is finding sentences and words you like in books and trying to replicate the flow/imagery in the context in which you’re writing, genuinely
getting fucked up every day genuinely solves all your problems. moderation is for stupid people. for 1 zillion years i resisted doing drugs everyday because of addiction or whatevr but all that ever did was make me wanna die. fake pills and research chemicals make me wanna live.