I know I relapsed again, after a week. But please, let these feelings reach you. I want you to know how much you mean to me, it's pathetic. I am pathetic. It's gross, I hate falling in love and I know I might be a creep. I love you, the girl with the flaxen glasses.
Oh, how I wish to be by your side right now. I am already yearning for this for almost a year. I should've accepted your invitation back then, I am such an insecure dumbass. We could talk about anything we like, sharing our numbers, and be friends.
This world consists of facts and their complex relations, thus you can't use binary reasoning to do decision making in this world. However, so many Indonesians love binary reasoning, that's why tribalism is common there. Abomination.
“That means there are fewer and fewer people I can talk to about what I am doing. Your typical top scientist does not know this stuff."
I am my own reality check,” he concludes.