my advice for people with cptsd who have made themselves sick pushing everything down for others and trying to be normal, just fucking stop. Fuck those people. Be as good as a person you can be, take responsibility, but fuck everyone who doesnt offer you understanding
let me rephrase; i want all my friends to genuinely tell me if they think i still suffer from or exhibit abusive behaviors. if we're not close please don't respond. i don't want to doubt the possibility that i am capable of hurting others.
@PumpkinSynth i know both moshily and ettie (ie have called them). i am the one who taught ettie utau, i can tell when someone is using a voicechanger, ettie and moshily do not. ive worked with vocal synths for more than half a decade, i know when someone is artificially altering their voice.