Look how well they clicked despite talking less a min every time they might on or outside the rink. If Ilya and Shane were born in the same country, they would have probably be friends before becoming lovers. Imagine rookie Shane and Ilya crushing on each and flirting
set him and Shane free and be able to love each other as much as the want but that would cost them a lost with even their loved once life because someone out there is making sure the truth never comes out and would eliminate anyone who tries to expose it.
A drag path but a hollanov au where Yuna had a sister and was childhood best friends with Irina.She and Irina were known to be inseparable until one unfaithful day,Yuna found out his younger sister was having an affair with Grigori and that they were planning to run away together
impossible and hope Shane would find the peace and happiness he deserves without him. He hopes maybe in another life maybe they could be together and be happy but in this live, he would love him in a distance.
But he didn't know the is a truth buried somewhere which could
Shane trying to have a conversation with Ilya and him trying as much as possible to not engage becux he didn’t want to give away his inner desires. One is trying to have hope for the future and the other is trying not to imagine an impossible future . Both of them were miserable
18 year old Shane being obsessed with before meeting him person. Ilya got him googling him online
Shane felt short. He had turned eighteen last month, but he felt like a kid.
Rozanov had turned eighteen too. Just last week. Which Shane knew because he was obsessed with him.
In this scene you can sense Ilya fear here when Shane came out to him hence the “you are gay so what”. I think he wanted to scare him away,from opening up to him becux that will make their relationship more intimate and didn’t want to hope for something he thought was impossible
Me with major character death, nothing can ever make me read that, hollanov and I have suffered enough in this life and I don’t want any pain anymore, I used to read such things but I have enough problems that I ignore them like a plague
don't know how you guys can stomach reading hollanov not getting together in 2017 and reuniting 10-20-30 years later. hollanov's story is close enough to a tragedy because of the amount of time and years lost in canon and somehow yall wanna add to that? 😭😭😭