eliana maritza.

this is heaven in hiding. —thgrp.

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

“our love is infinite; without us, it continues to be. always.”

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

// me and kait finally meeting after six years and then going to a gig together? more likely than you think

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

@VibrantSapphire // THATS BRILLIANT AHAHAHAH

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

// i miss two (2) men

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

@VibrantSapphire // omg they told us not to use our phones so we hid it in our belts and that's when tyler and josh started making fun of us cause they saw us all testing our phones

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@VibrantSapphire // i met them n all my mutuals in glasgow!! i have the cutest photos of josh smiling @ me and an audio of tyler thanking me n he was holding my hand n i'm so 🥺🥺🥺

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@VibrantSapphire // i didn't end up going to manchester 🥺 after camping for birmingham my legs were wrecked by of my bad knee so i skipped glasgow and manchester but i got to meet them so!!

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

@hotartgod // WE DO I JUST CANT QUOTE HER TWEETS W ANGRY EMOJIS

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

// august is on private i cant THREATEN HER

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

@hotartgod + so she doesn't have to say it.

Wracking her brain, she tries desperately to think of anything to say, anything that could make it better, that could justify what she's done, who she's becoming, but all she can hear is static.

"I love you."

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

Sits twiddling her thumbs.

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@hotartgod + emotions dragging it back to her lungs, and partially due to the dull ache in her stomach and sides.

She tries to trace her thumb over his knuckles but the act feels as though it can't ever be enough to comfort him, to make it up to him; to show him how she feels +

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@hotartgod + and all she can do is cry, heaving dry sobs as her fingers curl as tight as they can around his.

[eliana maritza. @conquestofme]

@hotartgod + terrified to let go again, terrified of hurting him, terrified that this could be it. God knows she'd wanted to die, she'd craved it, but not if this was the cost. Not if Apollo's pain wouldn't ease. She was stupid to think it would, she knows that now. But the damage is done +