When you want something bad, you have to take a few steps back and realize why you want it so bad ? Is it to fill a void ?
Can’t be alone ?
Necessity ?
Never want it cause it sounds good. I tried a pound cake smoothie once , hated it .
Stop giving people so much space to one day “change”. Stop swallowing your feelings, sacrificing your voice to keep the peace, while allowing others to exist as their fullest selves at your expense. They aren’t giving you the same consideration.