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this week’s read

[ᅟ𝗈𝖻𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽 . @corruinatum]

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𝕴 long for you; I who usually longs without longing, as though I am unconscious and absorbed in neutrality and apathy, really, utterly long for every bit of you.
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https://t.co/kOGMqQ1H9y

[🐺 @aryasfolder]

the ghost in harrenhal

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@rrazetrack asking the real honest questions ☺️💪🏻

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everyone line up, i’m shooting us all

[‍ ‍ ‍solitude.‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ @halfsovl]

⠀⠀someone who doesn’t want to be saved is like the setting sun sinking into the mountains . no matter how you hold out your hand , there’s no way to reach them . there was no way to reach him .

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https://t.co/2kyLQp2Hz2

[Nostos @NostosLit]

― Rainer Maria Rilke, letter to Lou Andreas-Salomé

[ً @kreophagos]

for you, i would make myself toothless, for you i would cut out my last defenses, tear bone from my jaws. is that something you could understand? i would swallow whatever you spit into my mouth.

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@halopuffs I PROMISE ITS GOOD </3

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language acquisition is so interesting because now i kinda get the gist when they say understanding comes before being able to produce

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a month into learning basic french and i’m actually surprised by how much passive comprehension has already developed. well, i still do struggle with constructing sentences myself, but when my friend from montréal speaks french, i can somehow follow the thought ^^

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@halopuffs seems like its been dusting there for quite some time now 😆 i started it a few days ago but i had to take a pause since i got sidetracked. also, i was planning to buy the hard copy yesterday but i had to prioritize the ones that were hard to find ! happy reading, marcel :)

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honestly, if this boredom doesn’t subside anytime soon— i fear i might have to step back and touch grass for the 4th time this week

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praying i finish all of my current reads this week so i can move on to frankenstein

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and again, the novel doesn’t ask you to “forgive” erik. it just kinda show you or make you understand how a person can become monstrous without ever ceasing to be human.

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reading leroux’s phantom after watching and loving the musical is interesting because the romantic tragedy is almost entirely ‘reframed’. the musical somehow invites sympathy for the phantom;

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with that, i think his suffering explains his cruelty without absolving him of it, which makes his relationship with christine feel less like a “doomed romance” and more like a study of what happens when longing becomes possession…